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My experience getting the Holy Ghost

7/3/2022

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I remember what it felt like the moment I prayed through, the heavenly touch as the Spirit took over. I can’t imagine living without this now. It’s crazy to me that people told me I didn’t need this.
 
Doctrine can be debated, but personal experience cannot.
 
I used to think people who did that speaking in tongues thing were out of their mind, rolling on the floor, probably foaming at the mouth. I expected them to be screaming insanity and dramatically dropping like flies in some sort of out-of-reality psychologically-induced spiritual trip. Also, I had never actually seen anybody speak in tongues until a few weeks before I experienced it for myself. I thought they were a little insane. Maybe this outlandish behavior was how they released stress. I thought it’d be entertaining to see. I had visited churches, but the Pentecostal churches I went to did not visibly have anyone speaking in tongues. I wanted to see it.
 
What is that all about anyway? Isn’t that people speaking in an actual language they hadn’t previously learned? Wasn’t the whole point of that to spread the gospel in the early days? It’s not a thing anymore, right?
 
I knew what the Holy Spirit was though. I could tell you the Holy Spirit was with us who believed in Jesus Christ. I knew sometimes I could feel a small presence of God. What a blessing and privilege to feel that presence. Anytime someone mentioned being born again I thought that meant the transformation of becoming a believer. I thought that because I was previously atheist and becoming Christian felt like a born-again experience.
 
A bible study changed my life.
 
I became a Christian in November of 2005. I started actually going to church in 2009. In January of 2011 I visited a church I fell in love with. Long story short, I started going there regularly in early 2011. This is where I was offered a bible study. The church was Apostolic Pentecostal.
 
This was also the first place I’d ever seen anybody speak in tongues. I remember who was praying with me. She took me by the hand and sweetly prayed. She spoke in tongues, but she wasn’t yelling or acting any different. Her tone was the same as normal prayer. This wasn’t what I expected. I opened my eyes and watched her. There was something peaceful and kind of beautiful about this strange thing. Every church service there, people prayed in tongues. What I once thought would entertain me, I found to intrigue me.
 
In the bible study, we talked about what it meant to be born again and we talked about what it meant to receive the Holy Ghost. The scriptures we were reviewing seemed to have a different message than what I had been taught before. I was previously told we received the Holy Spirit automatically when we become believers, but these stories in Acts show people praying to receive the Holy Spirit. That baffled me a bit. The whole speaking in tongues as evidence thing seemed a bit far-fetched. Most Christians don’t do that. How can you say that’s evidence? I went over the scriptures again and again. I’d study them day and night trying to make sense of it all. Were they insinuating that I didn’t have the Holy Spirit? What do these verses mean? I’d like to share here what some of the verses are that I was studying. (All verses are American Standard Version)
 
John 3:3-8
Jesus answered and said unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except one be born anew, he cannot see the kingdom of God. Nicodemus saith unto him, How can a man be born when he is old? can he enter a second time into his mother’s womb, and be born? Jesus answered, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except one be born of water and the Spirit, he cannot enter into the kingdom of God. That which is born of the flesh is flesh; and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit. Marvel not that I said unto thee, Ye must be born anew. The wind bloweth where it will, and thou hearest the voice thereof, but knowest not whence it cometh, and whither it goeth: so is every one that is born of the Spirit.
 
Acts 1:8
But ye shall receive power, when the Holy Spirit is come upon you: and ye shall be my witnesses both in Jerusalem, and in all Judaea and Samaria, and unto the uttermost part of the earth.
 
Acts 2:38
And Peter said unto them, Repent ye, and be baptized every one of you in the name of Jesus Christ unto the remission of your sins; and ye shall receive the gift of the Holy Spirit.
 
Acts 8:12-17
But when they believed Philip preaching good tidings concerning the kingdom of God and the name of Jesus Christ, they were baptized, both men and women. And Simon also himself believed: and being baptized, he continued with Philip; and beholding signs and great miracles wrought, he was amazed. Now when the apostles that were at Jerusalem heard that Samaria had received the word of God, they sent unto them Peter and John: who, when they were come down, prayed for them, that they might receive the Holy Spirit: for as yet it was fallen upon none of them: only they had been baptized into the name of the Lord Jesus. Then laid they their hands on them, and they received the Holy Spirit.
 
Acts 10:44-48
While Peter yet spake these words, the Holy Spirit fell on all them that heard the word. And they of the circumcision that believed were amazed, as many as came with Peter, because that on the Gentiles also was poured out the gift of the Holy Spirit. For they heard them speak with tongues, and magnify God. Then answered Peter, Can any man forbid the water, that these should not be baptized, who have received the Holy Spirit as well as we? And he commanded them to be baptized in the name of Jesus Christ. Then prayed they him to tarry certain days.
 
Acts 19:1-7
And it came to pass, that, while Apollos was at Corinth, Paul having passed through the upper country came to Ephesus, and found certain disciples: and he said unto them, Did ye receive the Holy Spirit when ye believed? And they said unto him, Nay, we did not so much as hear whether the Holy Spirit was given. And he said, Into what then were ye baptized? And they said, Into John’s baptism. And Paul said, John baptized with the baptism of repentance, saying unto the people that they should believe on him that should come after him, that is, on Jesus. And when they heard this, they were baptized into the name of the Lord Jesus. And when Paul had laid his hands upon them, the Holy Spirit came on them; and they spake with tongues, and prophesied. And they were in all about twelve men.
 
Romans 8:5-17
For they that are after the flesh mind the things of the flesh; but they that are after the Spirit the things of the Spirit. For the mind of the flesh is death; but the mind of the Spirit is life and peace: because the mind of the flesh is enmity against God; for it is not subject to the law of God, neither indeed can it be: and they that are in the flesh cannot please God. But ye are not in the flesh but in the Spirit, if so be that the Spirit of God dwelleth in you. But if any man hath not the Spirit of Christ, he is none of his. And if Christ is in you, the body is dead because of sin; but the spirit is life because of righteousness. But if the Spirit of him that raised up Jesus from the dead dwelleth in you, he that raised up Christ Jesus from the dead shall give life also to your mortal bodies through his Spirit that dwelleth in you. So then, brethren, we are debtors, not to the flesh, to live after the flesh: for if ye live after the flesh, ye must die; but if by the Spirit ye put to death the deeds of the body, ye shall live. For as many as are led by the Spirit of God, these are sons of God. For ye received not the spirit of bondage again unto fear; but ye received the spirit of adoption, whereby we cry, Abba, Father. The Spirit himself beareth witness with our spirit, that we are children of God: and if children, then heirs; heirs of God, and joint-heirs with Christ; if so be that we suffer with him, that we may be also glorified with him.
 
1 Corinthians chapters 12 through 14 talks of speaking in tongues. Chapter 14 verse 39 in particular really jumped out at me.
 
1 Corinthians 14:39
Wherefore, my brethren, desire earnestly to prophesy, and forbid not to speak with tongues.
 
Jude 1:20-21
But ye, beloved, building up yourselves on your most holy faith, praying in the Holy Spirit, keep yourselves in the love of God, looking for the mercy of our Lord Jesus Christ unto eternal life.

 
The more I went over this, the more I felt like God was pulling me towards something. I was missing something. Somehow, I knew that I had never received the Holy Spirit. No one had taught me this truth according to the scriptures.
 
I would watch them, the worshippers. I would watch people pray in tongues. I would listen, and I knew I didn’t have what they had. I would go over these verses in my bible again and again. I began to want this for myself.
 
At church, I saw people receive the Holy Spirit or what they often call “getting the Holy Ghost”. I would watch, but I wouldn’t go near. They would gather around to pray for a person. The idea of group prayer terrified me. The idea of going up front to be prayed for in front of everybody triggered my anxiety. After studying the scriptures and observing other people get the Holy Ghost in church, I decided I thought I could do this on my own. I did NOT want to be crowded around! This is next level introvert right here. I was determined to pray through when it was just me and Jesus. Besides, I didn’t know how to pray in front of other people. It made me nervous, and I would shut down. I felt like I could have deeper prayer when I was alone. I still feel that way. My deepest prayers, my breakthrough prayers, my life-changing prayers have all been when I’m alone and it’s the middle of the night.
 
It was March of 2011. I think it was around 10 o’clock at night. I had prayed for this a few times, but struggled to pray for more than a quick minute. I admit as a writer I’m not much of a talker. I had spent some time listening to worship music on my phone, and I began to pray. I was talking to Jesus about how I wanted to be filled with the Holy Spirit. I wanted to receive this. I wanted God living inside of me. I wanted to be born again. I wanted this. I kept praying. Prayer was getting deep. I knew there was more. I kept pressing. I didn’t stop praying. I lingered. I began to feel different. I began to feel the presence of the Lord. I pressed into prayer. I knew there was more. I wasn’t asking to speak in tongues or hoping it would happen. I was seeking to receive the Holy Spirit. I expected to speak in tongues because in the bible that’s the evidence given. I trusted in that. And in a moment, I felt a touch of God. My tongue felt loosed. I don’t know how else to explain that other than it felt like something was loosed. I heard words coming out of my mouth that were not English. I kept praying. This was the moment I first experienced praying in the Spirit. It felt so beautiful. It’s been 11 years since that night; I still remember how powerful the experience was. Once I experienced that, I could never deny or disagree that speaking in tongues is legitimate.
 
Since that day, I am always able to pray in tongues whenever I choose to. There are also times I feel the Spirit and begin to pray in tongues without it being an active decision. For me, this is always something during prayer. I don’t scream. There’s no yelling. I’m not rolling around or anything like that. I pray in the Spirit as a normal part of my prayer life.
 
More importantly, there was a change in my spiritual walk after this experience of receiving the Holy Spirit. I produced more fruit of the Spirit. It’s easier to discipline my flesh and follow after the Spirit. I pray better. I worship easier. I am more in tune with the voice of God. I have more direction and discernment. I feel his presence so much stronger. There have been times that his presence is so strong it’s life-changing. To me, God’s presence feels like being wrapped in warm sunshine. Sometimes it feels like a consuming fire. I never felt that way before I received the Spirit. You’ll never convince me that it’s not real. I’d argue that anyone who has experienced getting the Holy Ghost and receiving evidence (speaking in tongues) who is still living for the Lord would tell you the same. Once you’ve experienced it for yourself, you’ll testify to its validity and truth.
 
If you have experienced this, I encourage you to share your story.
 
If you are a Christian who has not experienced this, I encourage you to seek God on the matter. Study the bible. Pray about it. Press into what God has for you.

8 Comments
Stephen
9/2/2023 12:00:08

Truly amazing. God was very good to you. I have sought the Holy Ghost baptism for so long (years) that great discouragement has set in.

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Car
22/8/2023 03:16:54

Stephen,
God loves you as much as he loves those who pray in tongues. People put a lot of pressure on others to "pray in tongues" in the Apostolic Pentacostal belief system that it actually gets in the way of the people seeking to be baptised with the Holy Spirit with the evidence of speaking in tongues. I want to share with you what I have told others. Don't worry about speaking in tongues. Just praise and worship God and if you feel your tongue wants to do its own thing let it because that is the Spirit trying to speak through you to intercede on your behalf and to pray God's will over your life. (Romans 8 26-27)

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Chris Harvey
6/11/2023 22:04:08

I was baptized in Jesus name after I repented n when I came up out of the water I felt the Lord's presence n spoke in other tongues. The devil I guess said That was you Not God. This happened on the 22nd of October. Since then this same thing has happened several times but still it doesn't seem like it's supernatural. I've earnestly prayed for God to confirm this to me.

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Leanna Mae link
7/11/2023 00:36:36

Hey, Chris. Congratulations on your recent baptism! I know when speaking in tongues is new it can take some getting used to. As you pray in tongues more you will start to feel how different it is. Sometimes it feels just like normal talking we get so used to it, and sometimes it feels like Holy Ghost fire. I know there's times that it doesn't always feel supernatural. Keep praying in the Spirit and keep pressing into it. You will reach a point that you feel the fire. And remember, as I'm sure you know, we have to stay focused on what the scripture says even if our feelings are different because our feelings can lead us into confusion. If you're comfortable, talk to your pastor about this or find mentors in your church who can pray with you in person. I do have a bible study on this on another page I'll link to here. https://www.leannamae.org/bible-study.html If you click through the slideshow, it's about getting the Holy Ghost and has some scriptures to consider. It does sound like you did receive the Holy Spirit since you have had the evidence of speaking in tongues. If that's something you're not sure on or aren't sure you understand yet (I don't know if you've been given a bible study or any explanation on it), feel welcome to ask any questions and I hope you're able to get connected at your church there. They may have classes available.

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Andrew
12/8/2024 21:29:21

I would like to share a deeply transformative experience that occurred about 3 months ago. I had been away from church and faith for nearly twenty years. I was at my great aunt’s funeral, which was nearing its end, I was sitting quietly at the back of the congregation. As I was reflecting on my own absence from faith over the years, I was unexpectedly touched by the Holy Spirit in a manner I had never anticipated or believed possible. I was raised in a Baptist Church and I don't remember ever hearing about this Holy Spirit that much.

Suddenly, I felt a sensation like lightning striking my chest, followed by an overwhelming flood of divine love that surged through me. I can only describe it as liquid light, almost pouring over me like honey. Tears were pouring out of me like never before, feelings of pure peace and contentment and joy. This was so intense that my wife had to assist me to the bathroom because I was unable to feel my body and needed to completely surrender. If it had been a normal church service I would've been at the altar. Despite my concerns about how others might view me at the funeral, I could not resist the power of what was happening to me, I was receiving the baptism of the Holy Spirit.

Once in the bathroom, lying on the floor and fully surrendering to this experience, a vision began to unfold....I was enveloped by a brilliant, golden-white light, and I saw cathedral-like windows stretching endlessly upwards into the distance...the golden white light pouring into the room. Within this light, a throne appeared covered in jewels of all kinds, and to the right of the throne was a lamb gazing at me. Above the throne, three golden crowns adorned with red jewels emerged, which I later was told by the Holy Spirit was the promises and inheritance God has made to me and my family. Our crowns of life.

The next morning, the Holy Spirit instructed me to share my testimony with every church in my county. I have been following this guidance, speaking to a few people at times and, at other times, addressing entire congregations. I still feel his presence daily as there are times there is a warm fuzzy fire like sensation in my chest when I need soothing or directing. Jesus referred to this as the living water springing forth from within. I have learned to pay attention to this as often it's him getting my attention to something happening around me or guiding me.

This experience has served as a profound reminder of God’s presence and promises, despite my long absence from church and scripture. I share this testimony to highlight the transformative power of divine love and grace and to affirm that even after a significant period away from faith, God's presence can reach us in the most unexpected and profound ways.

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Danielle P
10/2/2025 22:44:51

I too have anxiety especially when I’m surrounded at the altar or even at a Bible Study. I shut down. I often think something is wrong with me or I’m just not worthy to recieve it. I know I need to study/read more but I get sidetracked or I’m easily discouraged from not understanding. I feel horrible bc I’ve been in & out of church since 2019 but I know I want to change my life and live for God how He intended me to. Thank you for this encouragement!

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Leanna Mae link
11/2/2025 00:17:28

Hi, Danielle. If you have any questions about the scriptures on this topic, you are welcome to email me. We can do a bible study via Zoom if you want. I do have a bible study slideshow and blog about receiving the Holy Spirit. It's freely available on this page. https://www.leannamae.org/bible-study-from-the-subject-of-salvation.html

All of my faith-related blogs are on this page. https://www.leannamae.org/written-by-an-apostolic-pentecostal-woman.html

Let me know if there's any topics you would like to see a blog about. I can do Q&A blogs as well.

If you're within driving distance of Dayton, Ohio I go to ALC Dayton on Harshman Rd.

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Chris White
1/5/2025 13:52:11

My experience with receiving the Holy Spirit came as I was on my knees praying . I had Lost my Mother back in Feb 2020 and 3 days after her I lost my brother. I was receiving a lot of phone calls from friends and family during that time . While on my knees praying to God In my prayer I asked that the people calling could be able to get some sleep and what ever they felt to put it on me . At that moment I heard a sound unlike nothing ever heard before . It sounded like an electric current drawing near and at that moment I felt it from one side covering to the other .
When I stood up I remembered feeling a sense of relief and at ease afterwards . I surrendered my life to Christ on FEB 2018 . I know the Lord had sealed me that day and I Love that moment we shared and I wanted to share that here .
To God be the Glory


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